Thursday, October 29, 2009

Hateful love

i finally stop grieving over lost love. Perhaps my heart is taking a break from boys and dramas. I thought about stuffs that normally make me cry like a crazy girl but I don't feel anything. Controlled my tears. Numbed heart aftermath. Really numbed already. Shall not love but like my next boy if I'd ever have one next.

Don't love.

Like not love, and not spend too much time on the next him. Can never rely on boys anymore. Will not like a boy before he likes me. Will not get ditched but dump boys. Will not get my feelings toyed but toy with their's. Lesson I learned, never love but like. At least try. If love is present, be careful. I will not let myself love someone so much anymore. No matter who is it. Will not.

Love can be so hateful?

Should stop spamming on blog.

4 comments:

Cheryl. said...

Sarah,i miss you D:

by Sarah said...

miss you too! haha meet me then! jordan havent pass me money lol hahahaha

Anonymous said...

Really meh? I thought he pass le wor. Sarah,got any job to intro? I want to workD:

by Sarah said...

haha haven't. dont have eh!