It's so amazing how one could love you so much and then probably be sick or tired of you months later.
Recently, I kind of keep turning to Amanda whenever I feel terrible. Ilu honey.
Sometimes, I find myself thinking too much, too.
Today, I celebrated two's birthday. Met Yf&B at tamp, had sakae buffet, ate till we couldn't walk.....literally. Made my way to Dhoby to meet Shihui,kenny,pam,val. They ate, I stoned :/ they left, and shihui&i walked around.
Shihui: my brother tomorrow last paper, nabei
Shihui: my brother holiday, we school, nabei
Shihui: school starting, nabei
Shihui: our timetable sux, nabei
Shihui: we end school at 6, nabei.
Funny to the max.
We were planning for halloween and I swear my ideas very cool. We can dress up and go night shopping at town. Or dress up and play mahjong. Or dress up and bbq like witches and wizards making magical stew.
Apparently...something inside me brought me back to this space. I am so not cheerful anymore, I don't know why I can't find myself. It probably got lost when my heart got shattered into pieces. Am still picking up the pieces of my heart. Seems like there are still thousands and thousands pieces of my heart I need to pick up alone.
I have no idea what I wanna do on my birthday. I used to have a plan in my mind and heart. But it can't be used and have to be thrown away, I am (THIS) sad. Yeah, life goes on. I just can't find myself. I still want to be friends.
Recently, I kind of keep turning to Amanda whenever I feel terrible. Ilu honey.
Sometimes, I find myself thinking too much, too.
Today, I celebrated two's birthday. Met Yf&B at tamp, had sakae buffet, ate till we couldn't walk.....literally. Made my way to Dhoby to meet Shihui,kenny,pam,val. They ate, I stoned :/ they left, and shihui&i walked around.
Shihui: my brother tomorrow last paper, nabei
Shihui: my brother holiday, we school, nabei
Shihui: school starting, nabei
Shihui: our timetable sux, nabei
Shihui: we end school at 6, nabei.
Funny to the max.
We were planning for halloween and I swear my ideas very cool. We can dress up and go night shopping at town. Or dress up and play mahjong. Or dress up and bbq like witches and wizards making magical stew.
Apparently...something inside me brought me back to this space. I am so not cheerful anymore, I don't know why I can't find myself. It probably got lost when my heart got shattered into pieces. Am still picking up the pieces of my heart. Seems like there are still thousands and thousands pieces of my heart I need to pick up alone.
I have no idea what I wanna do on my birthday. I used to have a plan in my mind and heart. But it can't be used and have to be thrown away, I am (THIS) sad. Yeah, life goes on. I just can't find myself. I still want to be friends.
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