Torn

“ A person is, among all else, a material thing, easily torn and not easily mended.

Ian McEwan

“ Many people need desperately to receive this message: ‘I feel and think much as you do, care about many of the things you care about, although most people do not care about them. You are not alone.’

Kurt Vonnegut

I need plans tomorrow. I'm planning to go for a movie I'd like to watch, then to somewhere only I know where, and another place. Alone. Because everybody seems to be disappointed in me, I am very stressed. I am very scared also.

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Tomorrow I will, alone; catch a movie. Stroll down the beach bare footed, sit on the beach and throw pebbles, sit on the bench we used to sit, get a kite and fly it alone. At places we went. To indulge in reminisce, fulfill my dream of flying kite with you, me alone.