twistlickandunk

I want to find someone.......

-good in physics for a study date next saturday,
-good in chemistry for another date next sunday,
-good in history for the next next saturday,
-good in social studies for the next next sunday,
-good in computer studies for the next next next satuday,
-and someone good in everything for everyday.

Because I haven't been studying today/yesterday/previous weekends. Not even a single tiny weeny bit. Sooooooooo many people is turning 16..leaving me ( & Bella, of course ) This is not fair. Tsk, life isn't fair.
" The day when life is fair, is when women can go topless with only boxers walking along crowded areas..LIFE ISN'T FAIR "
Hah, some quotation but it makes sense.

I kept telling myself, I'm not stupid, I'm just lazy to take out a book and study. Sometimes, I'm jealous of Yifang. She can study at home, probably because she doesn't have much things at home to distract her? I'm easily distracted, & that's not fair because I want to study. I had the whole free day but i spent it watching cartoons, using msn, reading Eclipse, and laughing my ass out from my tv distractions. I cannot even believe that I even spent my time telling Bella that I wanna get this & that from here & there. Even thought of going town. ): People are studying, but I have not been studying seriously since erm..last year? or maybe the year before. If only I have the ultimate greatest mind..

So, amount studied today: 0%
I'm pathetic.

I'm so sorry Carmen. Maybe it's just our lack of communication.
I'm just getting uncomfy over the fact that you're hanging out with them more frequently than we normally do.. No offence, though. You should know what I mean.
I missed you more than anything else.
I want to hug you now and cry my lungs out.