twistlickandunk

2010-01-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

my life is kind of great.

i don't seem to be that short of money, short of friends, short of family, things are just right.

JUST THAT HAVE ESSAYS TO RUSH.

2009-12-20T22:12:00.001+08:00

i have glittery self-assumed pink fairy nails <3

self painted because the manicure shop doesn't have glittered polishes >:(

2009-12-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

i've been spending time with peiqi ginger lol. stayed over her place last night wearing that carlsberg raglan thing.

going to see her later 06:30AM @ airport and staying out late at clarke quay tomorrow. awesome plan HAHA.

see you ltr, xiao bai.

stop calling me xiao wild leh, happy using my spare phone heehee

2009-12-10T19:09:00.000+08:00

girl, it hurts me whenever you cry.

2009-12-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

oh

was texting peiqi this afternoon then i got to know that

after tomorrow it's holiday for us
HAHAHAHAHA AND I DIDN'T KNOW
I STILL THOUGHT THAT OH MONDAY + TUESDAY LECTURE SIAN.

how stupid srsly.

413

2009-12-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

today i woke just to find out that my menses came earlier staining my fav underwear -.- basket.

on my way to attachment, i planned to tell the other teachers that i dont have to implement lesson so i dont have to take 4/5/6 children so i can slack somewhere at the corner of the centre. but then..tell alr...i still had to take 4 kids.

having menses cramp and having children to snatch sitting on my lap is not cool.

having menses cramp and got to handle 2 children crying for mummy + daddy + meimei throughout my 5 hours is not cool.

having my menses cramp and carrying a 3 year old boy who is crying is not cool.

having my menses cramp and having a 3 year old boy drool on your boobs on your cleavage is not cool, I SWEAR.

I had to cradle this boy to sleep despite having my cramps. The cradling part is okay. He just can't sleep you know. I mean don't want to. During their nappy time, the first 10 min i was lying down with jyeying + an an and i fell asleep and it was good(y). But i got woken up to have lunch.

Eh but the lunch was good too hehehe.

2009-12-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

vulnerable
messed

strange man

2009-12-03T21:41:00.004+08:00

so i still went to school today after all. i hate that thing that is stuck in my throat :(
Went for only waifun's tutorial then went to the library with val+peiqiginger to watch where got ghost. damn that librarian.......... long story.

went home after that and they went back to tutorials.

Shihuisugar's flu pill is amazing. but i really feel so super duper drowsy after that pill. I slept throughout my bus ride, went home slept again. i felt so drowsy so weak. THEN when i was napping so nicely, this strange man called me. I was so blur okay. I answered then i told him wrong number. then he text me you know. he texted that he know wrong number but if he could talk to me. go and die i want to sleep. i ignored and went back to sleep. THEN he text again you know. he text say who are you. what the fuck did he want. I dont eveen know you.

Told shihuisugar. she said maybe because my voice now sexy HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay he just called again.

I don't know what he wants.

How i wish i an have a 'block list' for my calls.

happy sandals

2009-12-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

i am so lazy nowadays.....
i procrastinate.....
and i am sick now......
tomorrow i will keep peace and stay quiet the whole day.
must.stay.away.from.instant.noodles.
and chocolates.

2009-11-30T20:25:00.002+08:00

skipped lecture with pq and went down to town hehehehehe went around ion+fep. Omg miumiu~
Shall wait for pq to use finish her powder then we'll go sephora & spend like 75bux each? I've got like many make ups at home omg like scary because i didn't realised it...... need to throw away those im not using esp lipsticks......
Supposed to catch my girldfriend is an agent but we were like amost late + tix were sold out :(
we settled for some jap movie. thought it was gg to suck.

pq = funny girl. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

OKAY i need to get my cayc work from heather, edit a lil, email my field supervisor, make a to buy list for my lesson for kids. AH STRESS AH STRESS, hate it that we are gg to be graded on implementing lesson when we weren't taught of anything? SUCK LA SUCK.

2009-11-26T00:11:00.001+08:00

tomorrow then the rest. my vocab sucks now.

GL training tomorrow(y)i hope

9 of my faces

2009-11-25T07:53:00.002+08:00

9 OF ME HAHAHAHAHAHA

Have to leave house in 2min time for attachment. After attachment I'll be going fep to shop alone + visit peiqi then maybe dinner with ziyin they all? Haha I'm in a good mood so I braided that front thingie on my forehead hehe. Ytd I broke my index fingernail fml but nvm I shall not be superficial hahahaha.

2009-11-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

Barbie dolls = perfect, too perfect look @ their legs

2009-11-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

OH YA

tomorrow

i've got

attachment.

OK HAVE TO EMAIL SHAI ABOUT MY HOMEWORK LIKE NOW, NOW, NOW, NOW.

2009-11-24T20:11:00.001+08:00

i have been meeting carmen + school + googling + fbing. i just googled palm reading hahahahahahahahahaha.

have been talking to peiqi about boys, boys, boys, and boys. this monday, we spent 2 lectures talking about our expectations. we talked on bus about us not knowing what we want in life. why shihui dont want bf. and so on. HAHAHAHA i just realised we talked a lot. but we only talk about these + gossips? okay but i enjoy hahahahaha.

i googled palm reading + dream interpretation. i made it a habit to tell myself 'i have to remember my dream' repeatedly before sleeping and then when i wake up, i turn on my laptop immediately and went onto the web and interpret my dream before i forget them. my life is this boring till i have to do such things.

i was telling peiqi that i will start reading as a hobby. so thursday i shall go to school earlier to go to the library. i dont wanna splurge on books.

i have no meaning in life. i'm searching for it. hahahahahaha.

and ive been eating alot zzzzzzzz.

I was a flower girl

2009-11-16T09:20:00.001+08:00

I just found out that
I used to be a flower girl in a wedding
HAHAHAHAHAHA
the cool thing is I had trotter legs and I look like keisha from my attachment centre.
So cool! Trotter legs~

2009-11-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

Dawson's creek quotes are amazing

I just spent 30mins indulging in them. They are so true and meaningful. Made me an emo girl.

2009-11-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

if you love something, let it go. if it comes back to you, it's yours. if not, it never was.

Why don't you try being the one who has to
wonder why all the people that she
loves don't love her back. -Dawson's Creek

I hate how being just friends is good enough for you.
I hate how you joke around like we ~~used~~ to.
& I hate how you can just go on & it doesn't hurt you.

2009-11-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

swear my brain is exploding because i am thinking so much. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-11-14T19:04:00.002+08:00

Next week will be packed I think..... Though it's like elearning +red camp week = no tutorials. Pray pray pray don't have to go back for celina's tutorial, pray pray pray. Today, I am a pig. I wake up, walked to wash up, bring food into room, and the rest of the day, I'm on bed. Eating, watching shows. Eat, watch, eat, watch. Lying on bed the whole time. I am this lazy. And this is bad :( no wonder I gained 2.5 kg-.-

Yesterday I met heather earlier to do our library research~ Hehehee saw val @ library. Borrowed 4 books, freaking heavy I swear.......... Thennnnn to sports camp gl training. It' so ironic that Shihui is the one who psyched us into this and told us to be enthu, ended up her being so restless. Hahahahaha ironic leh yeong~

Bye bye, chu chu~

2009-11-14T14:00:00.001+08:00

i don't like my face there but i like my hair hahaha

hehehee i heart val's birthday party
the food was damn goooooooooooood
im craving the the triangle thing:(

2009-11-11T23:02:00.001+08:00

where are the rest? :(

hi5low5mini5

2009-11-11T22:32:00.004+08:00

Migraine migraine, i....don't......like.

Attachment today was horror. I was beaten, kicked, and being sat on the whole 9am to 1pm. I'll be stucked with 3-4 year old toddlers this whole sem. Oh.. I was practically being hit here and there and kept ouch-ing here and there but apparently, kids don't understand. But oh well, accidents happen when kids play tgt esp when they don't have the language to actually say "can I have this yellow block please?". They just snatch, kick, hit, slap. Srsly. Plus migraine? So this girl, sticked with me throughout. Even meal time. She wants me to feed her, so I fed. She just didn't want to swallow you know... Because she doesn't want to eat at all. Hehehee but today's keisha's birthday. She's so cute I swear. Chubby cheeks, big eyes, smiles and laughs so sweetly, tanned skin, walks like going to fall like that, sits on my lap, hugs me. But then... damn violent. But then again, she does my fav "HI 5, LOW 5 MINI 5 MUACK!" with me hahahahaha cute much.

I left attachment @ 1pm SHARP after petting them to sleep. Ate, did my hw, waited for Isabella Gabriel Augustin. Stuck in the rain @ the bus stop. Went over to her place~ I miss leh. Like her hair?!?! HAHA I DO ONE.

p/s i am getting fatter face so fat alr, stomach fat like pregnant like that. still lazy to do crunches, eat so much. eat eat eat. grow fat la sarah!

p/p/s carmen, i think we should go out HAHAHAHA

p/p/p/s i'm hungry, AGAIN.

p/p/p/p/s i'm going to eat, AGAIN

2009-11-08T19:56:00.004+08:00

I miss those times when I just wake up and send you a good morning message.

I miss those times when I lay on bed listening to songs and texting you at the same time.

what shareena told me was so true. should do what i want to do. should do what my heart wants to do. and not what people want me to.

Love song

2009-11-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

She says maybe it's over
He says there's plenty more fish in the sea
I say don't go away
Don't go away
Please don't go away from me

2009-11-05T00:58:00.002+08:00

Things to be happy/excited about:

1. Val's 18 birthday party this friiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. Bb texted me and we're going to meet up soon <3 <3
3. I'm fucking done with my facebook cayc assignment. BRAIN BLOCK WHEN TYPING!

Things to be pissed/restless about:
1. I need to fucking go and sleep but I can't -.-
2. Mega ultra brain block for my lesson plan (anyone wanna give me idea for lesson on transportation using mixed media/sculptures?)
3. My jeans are fucking tight
4. I NEED TO CLEAR MY BED.
5. Who can help me mail things out tomorrow when my lesson's 9 to 6?

More things to get restless about hahaha.

DEXTER says:

lol

DEXTER says:

art piece?

DEXTER says:

HAHA

I say:

ya lol

I say:

my art piece nice leh! hahaha from museum~

I say:

VEYR ARTISTIC

I swear art & sarah doesn't link AHHHHHHHHH why cayc why art why!!!!!!!

oh no oh no

2009-11-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

lesson plan oh no oh no!

dexter was telling me what i can do for sculpture.......i dont know how to make buses out of playdough :(

2009-11-04T22:06:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's gonna be a long day but im kinda sooooooo very excited for it. I bet celina's lesson will be a lethargic one...... after break, after meal, and the thought of 'omg third tutorial of the day but there is the next one'.....

i am so bored.

&&&&&&& i just found out that i like guys who smells good hehehehehe. don't chew like?

so bored!

hehehehehe heather & i chatted on phone this afternoon hahahahaha & i cooked playdough yay <3 <3

buhbye needa find something to doooooo.

Random?

2009-11-04T14:12:00.001+08:00

Last week at art museum:

Sarah: I like this oneeee.
Shihui: Why?
Sarah: Cause I don't understand this art, so I like.

2009-11-03T23:52:00.001+08:00

I WILL NOW PROMISE MYSELF+NAT+SHIHUI THAT I WILL COMPLETE MY WORK TOMORROW. I WILL I WILL I CAN.

WISH ME LUCK. MUSEUM PHOTOS NEED TO RESIZE TO EMAIL.

NEED TO MAKE A TO-BUY LIST FOR TOMORROW'S DOUGH COOKING.

2009-11-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

Today, nat+shihui+heather+meeeee breakfast @ kap sweet heehee shall do it every tuesday k! control my diet.

I had like hotcakes evm, when we reached school I got myself another cup noodle dang. Jeans was so damn tight and uncomfortable throughout the day:( cropped top revealed my bloated stomach to everyone hahahahahaha. Shy ok.

Bingo bingo bingo with shihui+heather during waifun's lecture. BORING MUCH.

Tomorrow will be do work day and alone time with myself.

Fall

2009-11-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

when we fall, we feel the pain
then we try to get up ourselves
but the pain is still there
when we're up, we nurse it
but we tend to get reminded of our fall because of the occasional pain
as time pass,
the pain starts to go away a lil by a lil,
we get reminded time to time,
we look at our wound time to time
when the pain is gone,
there left a scar
scar shows that i was hurt

the scar also remind me that i've been through everything, i'm going through the bad times that bound to happen in life. i've been through so much pain, have you?

shar, stay strong <3 i'm going through it too i'm not feeling good too love you.

Dear sha

2009-11-03T21:14:00.003+08:00

Dear sha,

I didn't know how to talk to you because conversations can get kinda tensed right? So i wrote you a letter. I feel you. I know no matter how many people say friends are here. But sometimes people just don't get it that there's a difference between the love we get from friends and the love we get from the one we loved. I love you, girl. You know...you don't have to show that you're okay if you're not. Trust me, I broke down a lot a lot before. Countless. No idea how you can look so okay from the outside. Don't know if you're okay. But trust me, I know how it feels. When you feel that you're alone, read my letter and know that you're not okay? I'm going through all these too, I love you. You're wonderful & beautiful, it's his lost for not having you for the rest of his life.

GMH

2009-11-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

Last night I came home late from studying to find my roommate and her boyfriend cuddling on the couch: she was sick and couldn't sleep, and he was reading to her and rubbing her back. He stayed until she finally fell asleep at 5 a.m. I found out later it was his birthday. His devotion GMH.

My friend's younger brother just came out of 5 weeks of coma. When asked him what had "woken him up" he replied "I heard mom crying and I had to comfort her". GMH

My mom once told me that when she was younger my grandma had been robbed leaving work. Her purse had all her money, credit cards, and pictures of her children. The next day she found the purse on her front porch, nothing was missing but there was an extra $100 and note apologizing and wishing her luck raising four children.GMH.

My friend was raped at a party and later found out she was pregnant. Rather than abort, she carried the baby to term and gave it to a couple who was unable to conceive. The family still sends her photos of her little girl, and she posts every single one on her facebook. Her selfless courage GMH.

www.givesmehope.com
so touching.

I miss you

2009-11-01T23:07:00.000+08:00

I miss you
I'm thinking about you
Where are you
I miss you

2009-11-01T16:54:00.000+08:00

i (heart) vegetables and fruits.

I eat bittergourd.

~.~

2009-10-31T22:28:00.001+08:00

YAY I AM THRILLED!!!!!!

From kenny's blog:
"I'm tired of just saying, so now, i'm gonna start doing

1. Mob Club

2. Cheesecake Blogshop.."

FINALLYLYLLYLYLYLYLLYLYLYLY hahahahahahaha!

2009-10-31T14:43:00.004+08:00

so many things are running around in my mind. seems like they are all mixing tgt. friendship, jealousy, things i shouldn't be feeling, hatred, exbf, regret, i don't know what else are there. can't put some into words. can't blog about it because i don't want her/him/you/them to know.

sigh

anyone wants to hear me out?

so many things i'm hiding in my heart. just because i can't say it out. i am a lil angry. a lil sad. a lil disappointed. a lil upset. friendship. not about boys this time. don't like the fact that when i moved house, things changed. so much. sigh.

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p/s: my body is aching after the gyming. zomg esp when im walking. have to cancel meet up with mandaaaaaaa. i wanna go out so badly you know!!!! but if im out, i'll be walking super slowly plus the achings' at my legs!

2009-10-31T13:11:00.002+08:00

i am so very desperately looking for a casual wedges. Was telling nat about it like a week ago and she said don't think sg will have :(
I am so sad.
Why is there so little wedges.
Why is there more heels than wedges.
Wo yao beach-casual-like (my English sux no idea what am i typing) wedges.

Sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-31T11:10:00.001+08:00

Mcdonald's hotcake breakfast meal on bed now.
This
Is
good

Ask me ask me

2009-10-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

Anyone wanna ask me out?
Tomorrow~
Sunday~
Monday after class~
Tuesday after class~

Text me and ask me leh. Or msn me. Meet me, peopleeeeeee!

Today, we gymed. Tired out but so refreshed now haha. So tired but had to stay back for Wheelock College's briefing + Singapore Arts Museum. I feel so good when it was 4 plus at Makan Place outdoor. So little people walking by, nice weather, sat like so damn unglam but comfy ahhhhh damn good. Heather & co. all participated on some don't speak for 8 hours campaign hahaha so interesting. Oh the briefing was so...... boring :( shouldn't have went cause like so damn kiasu to go when we're just year 1?!?! Thennnnnn long bus ride to SAM with nat+shihui+val+danial. I wanna slap my mouth!!!!!!!! Said things out LOUD that are so mean omgggggg.

Tired tired cause I gymed today. Feels good though!

Hateful love

2009-10-29T20:20:00.002+08:00

i finally stop grieving over lost love. Perhaps my heart is taking a break from boys and dramas. I thought about stuffs that normally make me cry like a crazy girl but I don't feel anything. Controlled my tears. Numbed heart aftermath. Really numbed already. Shall not love but like my next boy if I'd ever have one next.

Don't love.

Like not love, and not spend too much time on the next him. Can never rely on boys anymore. Will not like a boy before he likes me. Will not get ditched but dump boys. Will not get my feelings toyed but toy with their's. Lesson I learned, never love but like. At least try. If love is present, be careful. I will not let myself love someone so much anymore. No matter who is it. Will not.

Love can be so hateful?

Should stop spamming on blog.

2009-10-29T20:02:00.002+08:00

and... what's with guys nowadays?!?! Where are all the cute guys?!?! Why only got act cool + xiao bengs + cyber stalkers available?!?!?!?!?! Eh can cute guys come out anot?!?! I want eye candies also hahahahaha I have none -.- I don't see any from np sian to the max

Gastric

2009-10-29T19:48:00.003+08:00

Today I've got no appetite argh hate it, gastric at the end of the day. Sux. Sux. Sux. It's getting worse. Sux. Sux. Sux.

I should be on time for tutorials from now on. Should stop dilly dally at home. Agnes' lesson I just felt like talking and talking lol and I seemed to talked and talked about group's points don't know what's wrong with me. I'm usually lazy to do the explaining. And...damn awkward when Bx said something and class went errr big reaction? Lol. AWKWARD! Hahaha

Waited for val's daniel with val+shihui. I think I'm damn nice. After val+her bf left, I waited with shihui for her father. Lol good deeds hahaha.

Gastric leh.......

Tomorrow gym werkz + 1tutorial + museum~

Oh I did art today! My class is like filled with art talents except me lol. Some's art is like so many many many many times better than my sec school's one....... Springfield's art is like getting worse -.- like -.- eh no offense but really!!!!!!!!!! As compared to my classmates'...... Haha k the flower i paintedlike kanasai like that got so impatient with art till I painted my whole hand.......

Spiderman

2009-10-28T23:44:00.002+08:00

so so so adorable. Now I.....cannot wait for go for attachment again! Don't chew feel like hugging them? Awwww.

Hehehehehee I swear, it's so cute when a guy enjoy his first time online shopping/ordering. Di yi chi so cute hahahahaha.

9-6sux

2009-10-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

hihihihihihi

school tomorrow 9 to 6

motherfucker~

makan place tomorrow? go and die wo bu yao liao. Damn sick of it SUPER SICK OF IT :(

byebyebyebyebye

2009-10-28T19:34:00.002+08:00

wo hen sian leh.

Note to self:
find myself a paintbrush for tmr
bring nail polishes for shihui
pack my bag tonight in cse i wake up late again
go pee like now

haha ignore me.

Something About You

2009-10-28T18:53:00.003+08:00

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that.
I can hold on to. I'm going to hold on to that
I never thought I would win. I never thought much about that. I never stopped to begin thinking about the process.

On repeat + stuck in my head. Baby there's something about you that I can hold on to... ... ... stuck stuck stuck.

My maxi dress arrived yay! Amanda paid for it zomg luv you luv you mwah mwah mwahhhhhhhh! It's the only maxi dress I can find that fits my fucking height. Luving it to bits now.

Boys will be boys

2009-10-28T12:16:00.003+08:00

I think today is going to be good hahahahaha. No school so slept till noon, feel so energized hahaha and I had youtiao+soy bean milk = v v v good. I am full now haha. Ok need to go down and get nail polish remover ltr~ huhuhu.

I read my horoscope today hahahaha it says that my love is coming hahahahahahaha ok but boys are boys. And boys will be boys. And boys are annoying.

BOYS WILL BE BOYS

The Meat BALL

2009-10-27T21:23:00.001+08:00

Omg im so tired..... It rained so damn heavily when I was on bus. So so so so heavy. Thank goodness I was sheltered.

Lolllllllllllllll boys will be boys. Annoying boys arghhhhhh damn pissed today. Stop sticking please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tutorial was super funny hahahahahaha can't stop laughing at peiqi hahahahahahaha meat ball. Ok so it started with heather's group saying going to kids amaze will raise the child's humour. Ok I still find it funny! Hahahahahaha because there are printed lame jokes hanging around the kids amaze. I swear the jokes are lame. I saw one and I couldn't be bothered to read the others. So: Where do spaghetti go for a dance? Ans: The Meat Ball. Lol hahahahaha and dearest ginger couldn't stop laughing. & I couldn't stop laughing at her laughing at the joke. Hahahahaha ok, like that.

I think the first two lecture we had today were damn redundant zzzzzz. Shihui + me = bingo & hangman.

Kids Amaze

2009-10-26T20:54:00.005+08:00

I'd just bathed hee hee feels good, smells good.

Kids Amaze, awesome. Damn fun. When the bus reached, I was screaming "NAAAAAAAAAT I WANT TO PLAY THAT I WANT I WANT TO PLAY" omg think I'm annoying. Hehehee sorry nat. I love love love the awesome long twirly wurly long long tunnel slide. Makes you go AHHHHHHHHHHHH and OMG and more AHHHHHHHHHH. Longest slide in the world I think hahahahaha. Hehehehe screamed here and there so fun so fun. After lik 15min, we were like perspiring....... Kids there were like all so sweaty hahahaha but so cute.

I am on money saving scheme ha ha actually it's just putting my leftover money I have in my wallet into my money jar. I saved like 7 bux today ho ho. I shall do some shopping every weekend to reward myself for saving money. Ok wait, like that means..... I won't be saving money -.-

Tomorrow's 11am to 6pm............................................ Damn.

A thought

2009-10-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

It's amazing how one can make me sad so easily and make me happy so easily either. I had been very depressed when I'm alone at home these few days. Be it sleeping or awake. I remember crying for about 4 whole hours straight on the 23rd/24th night before I really fell asleep. Waking up with very puffy eyes. It's amazing that I can be that sad and how Dexter can send one message when I told him I'm sad, and I feel so so so much better I swear, like I'm not depressed alr? Isn't it amazing...

Well, to me. People come into your life for a reason. Bella told me that about a year back and come to think of it, it's true, really.

Some come into your life and helped you move on from the previous relationship. Some come into your life and taught you what is love. Some come into your life and stay. But most of the people who step into your life, leaves as time passes. The only people you should appreciate are the ones who stayed for years. And most importantly, those who remembers you and leaves you a text message when you're going through a rough patch.

I lurve u all, be it guy or girl. All are so dear.

2009-10-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

really
sad

I AM AS FULL AS A COW

2009-10-24T22:16:00.003+08:00

when ur gfs get oh so corny, this is how you'll look like, seriously. Lol CORNY but i like.

Vivo's White Dog, had squid inked spag and I swear i am going to eat normal food next time.Should stop trying stuffs that are like omg-i-didn't-know-these-existed. I bought things justfor the sake of buying because I just wanna spend my money. THEY WERE OH SO DAMN CORNY I SWEAR. But lurve u two k. We were talking about so many stupid things like ten years down the road celebratingmy birthday with yifang'skid saying 'auntie, happy birthday' zomg zomg time is passing so fast, don't chew think so? Give birth at bank........ Iya go read our-pact.blogspot k, buhbye.

Not a very happy birthday

2009-10-24T12:46:00.002+08:00

Zomg i'm 17. Oggggay buhbye i'm going out soon. I WANT TO SPEND MONEY TODAY TO BUY MYSELF STUFFS TO MAKE IT UP FOR CRYING THE WHOLE NIGHT.

Hi I'm turning 17 soon, like real soon

2009-10-23T22:34:00.002+08:00

I am very bored. It's only passed 10min........... I can't really believe that my birthday is in 2 hours time. I feel like.....it's another ordinary day. I'm beginning to get used to school again. It's a tad better than last sem in some aspect. But also a tad worse for some things. Better in the point that there isn't a need to carry so-bulky laptop and climb up to fms/hms block. Worse because timetable sux and we're practically doing year 2 attachment -.- zzz 7 hours I can never survive.

YAY Amanda is getting me the dress I want heheheheeee i luv u! I want a high waist pants and that union jack blazer but apparently, it's oos everywhere :( and and the wallet I want.................... River Island doesn't have the wallet I want anymore, online sites don't have my floral hinge wallets anymoreeeee. So zaaad because it's so hard to find a wallet I want so badly.

Before 12am, I think I'm the youngest in class? Am I? Am I?

Oh I bought a pink ring file hehehehee I will stick it one side with barbie stickers and another side with power ranger/ultraman/batman/superman whatever sticker I can find. But then again..... I have no idea where I can get them. Ha ha ha.

Oh oh and I bumped into Andrew today. He made my day by saying 'you look so great today' hahahaha these little things do make me feel a tad better.

Play

2009-10-23T09:42:00.002+08:00

STOP LEH

2009-10-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

CAN ANONYMOUS PEOPLE STOP ADDING ME ON FB, I DON'T KNOW WHO ARE YOU AND I AM NOT FROM YOUR COUNTRY. AND STOP STOP STOP STOP SENDING ME GOD DAMN MESSAGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM DISGUSTED.
READ:

Hi sarah. how are you? i came by your profile by random and i felt that you look attractive.so i thought i would make an effort to introduce myself. im currently based in klang and am working as a RD manager here. my company is a food emulsifier company and lots of research chemistry going on. im 31 this year and am a scorpio by heart. i just got back from the UK about a year ago after ten years of both studying and working there. im roughly 168cm by height. and 65kg in weight. i do the occasional reading here and there but my main love would be in movies and sports. anyway i hope you wont take me too forward by emailling you randomly. in respect, i do genuinely am interested in knowing you better. so if you are cool with being friends then do feel free to ask me anything under the moon and the sun and i will be honest in answering them as i feel that honesty would be indeed the best policy in both friendship and in love. i sincerely look forward to hearing from. till then i remain...

Omg. I swear I hate hate people who send 'hi i'm ---------, can we be friends?' all sorts. I left friendster to fb thinking that those 'are you a virgin?' 'can we be friends?' messages will not exist in fb BUT they are appearing............. Zzzzzzzz

Just bathe

2009-10-21T16:31:00.004+08:00

I've got no school today. Tomorrow will be full day :( but Friday is no school day again. Imma sad girl.

Bride hee hee

2009-10-21T00:03:00.001+08:00

Lesson was awesome we played dress up. Imma fairy bride hee hee and I love my romper I've got another same romper in white hee hee.

Now I'm sad.

Two is better than one

2009-10-19T20:05:00.005+08:00

You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we're leaving

School was damn boring argh two lectures with boring lecturers..... Saw Ezra while walking to lt. Ah, I can't seem to socialize well. Oh well... just don't know how to say hi and everything. So to any classmates, if I just ignored you, sorry.

I've got................................
excursion next monday to some kids theme park at Jurong Safra.
Fuck there's bus there but no bus back. Motherfucking annoyed argh THERE'S PEOPLE WHO ARE LIVING AT THE EAST SIDE OK. Argh.

Menses..... seems like there's a lot more blood this month. I don't know why :(

I cried in the fucking bus to school today zzzzzzzz

SCHOOL EWW

2009-10-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

School tomorrow

EWW

EWW

EWW

LGM

2009-10-17T11:22:00.002+08:00

My new pen

Food rings

2009-10-16T19:46:00.004+08:00

food rings i made
heehee
darn cute

although i kinda think the hotdog looks like cooked & slashed dick, wtf hahaha.

love

2009-10-16T01:43:00.002+08:00

"the next time you forget you're Blair Waldolf, remember I'm Chuck Bass and I love you"

The rules of love

2009-10-16T01:13:00.003+08:00

reminds me of alot of things, places, and you.

started with a kiss, ended with me crying - i lost you forever

School stinks

2009-10-16T00:50:00.005+08:00

I WANT TO BUY SO MANY THINGS ONLINE
BUT I JUST SPENT ALL MY MONEY
WHY WHY WHY
WHY WHY WHY
WHY WHY WHY

OK must remember what Nat will always say: Is it a want or a need?

BUT WO YAOOOOOOO

T.T

K I don't need them because I've got clothes that I haven't worn out before but can't bare to sell away cause all I WANT zzzz why am I so materialistic.

But then.... it's 'i want i want' signal i get in my brain when i see them. Oh buuuuuu.

School is starting. Motherfuckingannoyinglyobnoxiously sian to the motherfuckingannoyinglyobnoxiously max. You get it?!?!?! I got no moooood. I swear I picture myself wasting every weekday stoning at...classroom...canteen...outside cheers...bus...makan place...lecture theatre...blk 52...toilet...toilet bowl (k wth). Argh no mood to go out to the West to study and socialize. I just want to ass off my days at home online selling, buying, selling, buying, selling,buying.
I dread for school now..................................................
I usedto LOVE school OK.
Hate the fact that I'm going to school knowing I have no boyfriend to think/smile/giggle/laugh about on my way to school/home or during lectures. But instead, being a fucking saddist at a corner of the class secretly being sad and tears her way through lesson. Fuck I don't want leh. HATE SCHOOL NOW. Feels like I'll be wasting my motherfuckingannoyinglyobnoxiously boring & sad time.
Feel like dropping out -.-
K I won't la.

The only happy thing I'm thrilled about is using my HEALTHY MAKE UPS WTF HAHAHAHAHA. Gonna let my fabulous but probably unhealthy liquid foundation rot at my bedside table. CAN'T BEAR TO JUST THROW IT AWAY. And my BB cream argh waste of money. Hee hee light & healthy makeups to cover my fuckingobviousicriedlastnight face, yay me.

A guy told me: Looks doesn't matter, you know?
Sweet.
First guy to EVER tell me that you know?!?!
First leh in my freaking 16 years going 17 life.
I'd always find guys who love their girlfriends w/o makeups or hate girlfriends with makeups very very sweet. You know...these guys should tell girls they want them to be bare faced without concealer. Swear the girl will be damn touched. OK AT LEAST, TO ME LA.
Come to think of it...our class...our clique is the only ones who will say 'oh my makeup pouch!!!!' when going to toilet. I shall wait for the guy who love me bare faced ^^^^^^^^^^^ dream on sarah~ hard to even find a boyfriend i'd love so much.

Bye
Goodnight
Going to watch GG3

WAS I A BOY?

2009-10-14T22:33:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday bella&shihui

2009-10-14T22:15:00.004+08:00

It's so amazing how one could love you so much and then probably be sick or tired of you months later.

Recently, I kind of keep turning to Amanda whenever I feel terrible. Ilu honey.
Sometimes, I find myself thinking too much, too.

Today, I celebrated two's birthday. Met Yf&B at tamp, had sakae buffet, ate till we couldn't walk.....literally. Made my way to Dhoby to meet Shihui,kenny,pam,val. They ate, I stoned :/ they left, and shihui&i walked around.
Shihui: my brother tomorrow last paper, nabei
Shihui: my brother holiday, we school, nabei
Shihui: school starting, nabei
Shihui: our timetable sux, nabei
Shihui: we end school at 6, nabei.
Funny to the max.
We were planning for halloween and I swear my ideas very cool. We can dress up and go night shopping at town. Or dress up and play mahjong. Or dress up and bbq like witches and wizards making magical stew.

Apparently...something inside me brought me back to this space. I am so not cheerful anymore, I don't know why I can't find myself. It probably got lost when my heart got shattered into pieces. Am still picking up the pieces of my heart. Seems like there are still thousands and thousands pieces of my heart I need to pick up alone.

I have no idea what I wanna do on my birthday. I used to have a plan in my mind and heart. But it can't be used and have to be thrown away, I am (THIS) sad. Yeah, life goes on. I just can't find myself. I still want to be friends.

2009-09-30T01:29:00.000+08:00

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Livejournal

2009-09-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

i'm over at livejournal.

I want to be a doll.
Why?

Quotes time

2009-09-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

"Lost love is still love...it takes a different form, that's all. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it. Life has to end, love doesn't."

"Never say I love you, if you don't really care. Never talk about feelings, if they aren't really there. Never touch a life, if you mean to break a heart. Never say you're going to, if you don't plan to start. Never look me in the eye, if all you do is lie. Never say hello, if you really mean good bye."

"You love somebody and then you don't love them anymore.But if you really love somebody,you always love them, don't you? Isn't there always some small part of you that reads their horoscope in the paper everyday?" -Cynthia Heimel

"Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had?"

"If you die in one hundred days, I want to die in one hundred days minus one... so that I will never have to life without you." -Winnie the Pooh

"People so seldom say I love you and then it's either too late, or love goes. So when I tell you I love you, it doesn't mean I know you'll never go. Only that I wish you didn't have to."

"Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were supposed to be together... and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home... the only real home I'd ever known. I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car. It was like... magic." -Sleepless in Seattle

"If you press me to say why I loved him, I feel it can be expressed by replying, 'because it was him; because it was me." -Michele De Montaigne

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, it doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they've got."

Falling in love is exactly that. Falling. You don't have much control over it.

Sometimes I wish I had never met you. Because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.

"Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts, uncritically, to those who hardly think about us in return." -T.H. White

Tears are like kisses, the only real ones are the ones you can't hold back.

"A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person." -Mignon McLaughlin

how true

i teared so much while listening to you could be happy- snow petrol, so much. On repeat.

Speed Dial

2009-09-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

I am down.
I am appearing offline on ebuddy.
I am reinstalling msn messenger.
I am having many thoughts going through in my mind.
I am wanting a hug.

Its funny how these things dont last for long
Not funny how I dont know the way to carry on
And every time I hear the song it used to play when you called
I used to want to sing along but now I wanna die
I dont listen to the radio Im trying to forget you
Tell me how am I supposed to get you off my mind
When you know I really couldnt even if I tried

Speed dial, Mitchel Musso.

hihihihihi

2009-09-26T20:49:00.005+08:00

I THINK MITCHEL MUSSO IS DARN CUTE HEEHEE OLIVER OKENS

IM SELLING MY LOULOUINVADES FLORAL BUSTIER DRESS ANYONE? FUND ME FUND ME FUND MUAH BANK I JUST SPENT MONEY ONLINE AGAIN. OH NOOOOO BU BU BU.

Chalet

2009-09-26T00:22:00.003+08:00

We had chalet for huiyun+bella. Bloody good cause they were trickidy tricked.
twistlickandunk.livejournal for pic spam, major i think i'm uploading.

Decided that I'll blog both places hee hee i like both.
& I realize..photos lie lie lie lie I think i'm like don't know how many times uglier in real life. I don't know but whatever la hahaha.

im moving i guess

2009-09-19T20:13:00.002+08:00

I loved hard, I fall hard.
From now on, I will not love as hard, I will only accept someone who will love me as much as I do and only I will dump him and not getting dumped. Pinky promise myself.
Can't wait for tomorrow. MY HAIR!

I swear online shopping plus over spending my money takes my mind off from those love love stuffs. But seriously...it ain't good. I can't possibly spend like what? $100+ a day? or even in just an hour by going online? Ibanking device is a killer but I love it so much. So convenient.

So anyway, I will be moving to another journal. Bye twistlickandunk.bs. I will come back when I'm sick of there hahahahaha.

Find me if you can.
I'll tell you if I feel like hee hee

i still heart blogspot. I share my happiness here, my times with Dexter here.
See how la, maybe i'll still blog here, k twistlickdunk! Why am i talking to an unrealistic website, literally?

Tmr, fep woo. Maybe can visit pq~

I am lucky to know kenny

2009-09-18T22:23:00.004+08:00

=) Kenny )= Flawless Imperfections says (10:14 PM):
life still has to go on with or without

twistlickandunk says (10:14 PM):
yea

=) Kenny )= Flawless Imperfections says (10:14 PM):
haha you'll do fine
you know why??

twistlickandunk says (10:14 PM):
haha why?

=) Kenny )= Flawless Imperfections says (10:14 PM):
cos you're my sister tan
lmao

Yes thank you kenny~ You are my brother lek. I am a lucky girl to know Mr Lek, and it is your lost not knowing him. When I cried so hard and Bella didn't know what to do and I just didn't want to listen to her because I don't want to accept facts, I call Kenny. I cried and cried and cried.

Yeah you're right, I need to swallow those habits up and accept the fact.

But school doesn't teach you.

School doesn't teach you how to love. How to find the right person for yourself. How to be the perfect girlfriend/boyfriend your partner will want. How to move on from a break up. How to stand up and pull myself up again. How to stop thinking of someone who broke my heart. How to stop loving someone. So much more that school doesn't teach you.

Why?

Why do we still pay thousand and thousand of dollars to attend lessons that takes up 80% of our time when we don't learn the things that we need to know more than anything else.

Not taught how to stop being pathetic. I don't think anyone else in this world including my friends or whoever should reprimand me that I am not helping myself in any way to move on. Because I am not taught how to. I am doubly hurt more than anyone else, you know? I am not taught anything about moving on, so I really don't know how? It's not as simple as abc. There is no formula to solve it. There is no technique to score. I think I told Dexter something like that before. Told him that and not anyone else. Everyone didn't want me to be so... pathetic? Many friends keep telling me that what I am doing, doesn't help, doesn't do anything. Many friends keep telling me to move on, stop it, don't be like that. Many friends keep telling me that I have to move on I have to I have to. Yes I know I have to, but the fucking education system didn't taught me how to. I felt so fucking depressed so fucking pathetic so fucking ruining myself, my body. I didn't ate for like how many days? 4? 5? 7? I don't know. My body repelled the food I ate. I suspected that I was bulimic. But no, I'm not. I was just fucking depressed okay. I only drank like few sips of water a day. I cry on bus, I wear shades or bring shades everywhere I go because everytime I cry, I'll put it on and just cry so nobody knows.

Argh, I have to fake out smiles, and get heart aches every now and then when memories flashes back.

I cried so so much, my tears are dried. I don't have any tears to shed anymore. I can't afford to lose anything else. I can't afford to lose Dexter even as a friend. So seemingly, I am very fine, very very fine to everyone else in the world.

thank you very much i just want to type things out. Period is coming cause my mood swings swings like nobody's business.

iamhopeless

2009-09-18T03:23:00.004+08:00

I only have one simple wish for my birthday this year. Perhaps this time, birthday wishes will never never come true. Dreams destroyed, happiness ruined, smiles faked. Getting sick soon. I'm missing you already I am hopelesssssss. I will give up, one day. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next month, maybe next year, maybe next life, I don't know, no one knows. I look forward to Sunday. The day I'm going down to town with my girls, the day you're coming back.

I declare that I.am.hopeless.I.ain't.helping.myself.in.anyway.

What went wrong. If it is me, I'd change. Many many things run through my mind everyday, past, present, future. What I used to have. How I used to enjoy being called as your girlfriend. How much I like it when you hold my waist, go to the movies, getting my potato wedges, walking home, carrying me, so much more? How much I can cling on you. Perhaps that's what the problem lies. I'm clingy, possessive girlfriend. Bad bad bad. Bad girlfriend. So bad, I should be single, shouldn't be attached. Maybe I deserved it. How much I redgretted.

DAMN IT LA I AM NOT HELPING MYSELF.

We are girls

2009-09-18T00:50:00.000+08:00

From peiqi's tumblr

"The truth about girls:

We act like we’re cold so you’ll hold us.
Gossip isn’t a sin, it’s an art.
The word “bitch” doesn’t mean much to us.
When we say we’re fine, we’re usually not.
Most of us fall in love way too easily.
We’re never too old for sleepovers.
All of us have a mean side, some of us just don’t show it.
We’re confusing, and you’ll never have us completely figured out.
Most of us like attention.
All of us like to hear that we’re beautiful.
Most of us love cuddling.
No matter how many times we say we don’t care, we usually do.
We’ll mess with your head.
If we say that nothing’s wrong, something usually is.
And just when you think you have us figured out,
something will change and you’ll be all wrong."

Damn true LEH.

I'm going to wear jeans woo

2009-09-18T00:42:00.003+08:00

I got myself 2 jeans.
Not knowing that I fit size 27 now. OMG. I was a size 25 how can I grow so fast? How can. Size 27 jeans fit me perfecctly, a lil tight somemore. Zomg, I'm freaked out myself. No longer fit UK 6 jeans leh! But still wearable, just squeeeeeeezy and tight at low waist, thigh, iya everywhere.
Hee hee someone jsut transferred money for my tops I am happy *twist*
Thinking of selling my blazer...... I don't know. Only worn once today and I'm sick of it. Why sarah, why!
I wanna go movie with Jordan + Dexter leh, so long never already.
& I did french pedicure myself, I think they suck but who cares hahahaha paint it just for the thrill and joy of it hee hee.

Ed W.

2009-09-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

From Sha's wordpress. Hee hee i agree Ed West wick = gorgeous. Sexy, much.

But I think Chace Crawford's more handsome, pretty boy.

ALL SO SEXY, WHY!

Gossip girl 3 up, episode 1 = make me want for more.

Dull :(

2009-09-16T20:43:00.002+08:00

Today's simply... dull.

Meet up with buyer at Bedok, train back home, transferred money for online buys, bought nail polishes, and errrr nothing already. Dull dull dull. Money is depleting. But still got la. I still get allowance, and I hardly use them nowadays cause I eat at home. So kinda earning money for staying home haha. Tomorrow, movie with nat & shihui? Tomorrow midnight, Dexter's going m'sia :( no one to chat with. I'll sure miss miss miss Dexter like alot. Nehmind. I shall rent dvds and camp home at night. Off light, cover myself in blanket with laptop and watch dvds. Oh with my shark. Sometimes....I imagine my shark as Dexter HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. K i'm like sounding crazy. When we were still tgt, I used to kiss the shark goodnight and good morning leh. LOL.

Amanda asked me to movie tomorrow with Dion. It's been damn long since I'd caught a movie with her. LIKE DAMN LONG? WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME HUH? CHARLIE & THE CHOC FACT.? LOL. But going out with shihui + nat tomorrow. Another time then.

Fortune Teller

2009-09-16T01:48:00.000+08:00

1:38

2009-09-16T01:21:00.004+08:00

Hi. I am bored :( my right eye feels sore, have.to.stop.rubbing.it. Today, I dig out my clothes, stick them on my white wall and took pic (hahahaha) and realised that I've got clothes that I don't and will not wear out :/ , posted them up on pd.lj cause I want monehhhh. Everytime my wallet has money, I spend them on unnecessary things. Like food when Im not hungry. I buy them because they smell good but I just have a few bites and tadah don't feel like eating. And when I've got money, I don't mind spending on friends (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY). Few days back, amanda ask me if i wanna buy a brandless cardigan for her @ $32 and I say okay ahr what colour you want? Zzomg, I don't even feel a pinch when I said that leh! I think I'm crazy cause my mindset was that buy for her = she happy = why not also won't die. Lol. Today... I bought many things from online because I was bored :( HOW CAN I EVEN BUY 2 FREAKING SMALL BOWS FOR $7?!?! Which I don't think I'll need them. I jsut think they're cute from the pictures. Omg what has gone into me. At this rate I'm spending my money, by tomorrow I'll be left with like what? 10bux? But I'm kinda happy there's responses for the U back bodysuit I wanted to keep for myself. Opening a backorder, is the wisest choice I'd made today.

I'm holding my pee naw naw naw because I was watching some forensic/crime show. I'm freaking afraid to go to the toilet naw. Lol I'm thirsty, but drinking more = more peee!!!

Eh shihui, I think I miss them: marc jasmine tony jason and er that marc's ang moh gf lol. Did I mention, my bosses are all Caucasians? Hm I feel alil weird haha but nice peepos *twist*

PS, I wanna learn dota (from like few months back I keep telling dexter but i can't seem to managa to learn -.-) cause dota seems to be addictive = takes up my time = no online shopping for unneccessary things. I nearly bought a mian bao chao ren sanitary pad holder HAHAHAHHAHAHA NEARLY, it costs like $8 or $10 i think? Just to put your sanitary pad whereby you have to take it out again when you need to use. & Technically, it'll be inside my bag so no one will see = buy for what?!?! Cannot flaunt to eveyrbody that "MY SANITARY PAD HAS NAAAAICE CLOTHES" but they're so adorable :(

I STILL WANT XPERIAAAAAA AHHHHHHHH. Go find 800 peepo and each person chip in 1 buck to buy me one leh hee hee kidding.

U BACK BODYSUIT

2009-09-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY

U-BACK BODYSUIT

15MAILED/14MEET UP

BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY

SARAH OVERSPENT SO DO MY BUSINESS

OPENED BACK ORDER

http://partydisaster.livejournal.com/17061.html

IF U R MY FRIEND I SELL JEEPER OGGAY? LURVE U VERY VERY MUCH.

We fall and learn to get up slowly

2009-09-15T18:22:00.002+08:00

Hee hee i look like I've got long hair. I miss my long hair terribly :( it was like until around my ribs? Hur hur. Sunday I will be going out with my babies, and my long hair will be magically back hee hee. Thursday I shall go movie with shihui & nat huhu I miss Natalie Kang without a chinese name LOL.

Fall in love and fall out again

2009-09-14T19:30:00.001+08:00

Cheer up o.k?

2009-09-13T23:55:00.001+08:00

Today, I looked forward to. Brough caramel corn, sweets, candies, boxers, tee to change, but ended up can't go but it's okay. Cheer up oggay:>

Caramel Corn

2009-09-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

ZO CUTE RIGHT
I like the colours
Can't bear to tear it hahahahahahaha

Hello Kitty

2009-09-12T20:51:00.004+08:00

Hello Kitty, so cute. My big bag of clothes. Damn big damn big damn heavy damn heavy. I dragged this + another one (about the same size and weight) for the previous homeclub flea i tell you. I think each bag is worth of 2kg of clothes damn heavy I had to drag, carrying it for 5 min feels like my arms are breaking. Somemore that day for flea, we couldn't flag a cab bloody hell. Was so pissed so pissed with cab drivers till I was sitting on the pavement with my 2 biggish big big bag + a personal bag. Bloody hell. That's one of my super desperate times.

Oh when I was young, I collect the Hello Kitty set or whatever it's called form Mac hee hee it was so damn adorable but I think it's thrown away already. Many many years ago, Mac has tonnes of adorable Happy Meal gifts. Now...like damn fucking cheapo. I don't know why...... See la, recession tsk tsk tsk. Now kids these days, don't get the kind of childhood we used to get (So lil playgrounds with sand?). In my opinion. Haha.

And
I need a fucking life.

Bored #2

2009-09-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

Random things I want that's not materialisticcccc:

rewind time to 6 months back
someone who will say: "i love you, i'd never want to lose you" and mean it when they say it
unlimited happiness for everyone i love
unlimited troubles + frustration to everyone i hate
A for every module (haha like easy to type ahr?
find a fling hahahahahahahahahahahaha
i want beer
i like beer
overflowing dramas/hannah montana episodes to watch (i hated hannah montana i cant believe i like it now!)
to control love
world peace
have someone who will love me more than i love him
meet friends regularly (im not doing a good job on this hmm)
overflowing smses from you (like real hahahaha)
play with more babies (heehee played with like 3 while working, so cute heeheeheehee)
have the ability to keep room tidy and not tidy it alr and mess it up in the next 24 hours
PACK MY CLOTHES. I HAVE LIKE A BIG FREAKING BAG OF CLOTHES
spend every birthdays with you
love me hug me kiss me leh
k im kidding for the previous one
i think i just broke a mirror

no more, i think.

Don't kiss.

2009-09-11T20:46:00.005+08:00

I swear I hate to see couples who kiss kiss hug hug infront of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Argh don't they know that what they are doing is making a single soul out there just right infront of them, sad and being reminded that her boyfriend dumped her?!?!?!?! Argh swear I will never kiss kiss hug hug next time in public (if i'm ever going to have another bf), I swear I will not alr! Couples - so happy alr, just hold hands or hold waist la I feel sad leh. Oh did I mentioned that I encountered 3 couples who kiss kiss hug hug infront of me?!?!?! I BITE YOU KNOW. Grr grr grr. Somemore, got one girl was like giving the "kiss me leh" face to the guy. Damn er xin I tell you. K I think I was once that disgusting too. Lol so from now on, I will not kiss kiss hug hug in MRT, iya public lah.

Okay sidetrack. Today I received my assumed-to-be-a-lost mail which is my shorts. Yay! And I just ordered a another one :/ dark denim don't know what's wrong with me spending so much money when I got another dark denim! AHHHH what's wrong with you, sarah?!?!

Work was same, boring long 9 hours, suck. Tmr, 8 hours.

Again... I HATE TO SEE PEOPLE KISSING AND HUGGING INFRONT OF MEEEEEEE :( I don't like cause I will be sad :(

Bored

2009-09-11T00:21:00.002+08:00

I got pranked today. Went to the toilet and dilly dallied. Went back and shihui was like "sarah why you so long, he call the security to look for you leh" and she was giving me the omg-how-how look lol. Then asked dr marc, then he went.... 'kidding hahahahaahhahaha'. Bloody hell, shihui laughed like damn long. Grr grr grr. We played guess-the-name game, the game that i know you don't know what am i yping. Is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ really sized UK8-10?!?!?!?!

Have to sleep earlier tonight and wake up like 15 min earlier to go PO. Woo wee ahhh, not.

Morning

2009-09-09T08:28:00.003+08:00

Morning, my blog.
Showered, hair dried, make up's up, dressed black & white, bag packed, phone/mp3 charged. Just left with turning off my laptop, grabbing my wireless internet device (hehehe), and wear my flats then off to work! Hoho, bye bye go to go.

Cakey cakey random

2009-09-09T00:21:00.003+08:00

Today saw me at plaza sing with shihui. yum yum everytime @ plaza sing = new boxers. I had oreo cheesecake and I miss Kenny now hahahahahaha. Kenny where r u! Bake more bake more hee hee hope that you're opening a mini bakery @ school so i can buy cakes from you everyday yay! Make me happy with sugar.

Hmm left my headband at dexter's place.
DEXTER says (10:18 PM):
*smells like you
hahaha okay let my smell be in your room temporary. Hmm how do I smell like...
Ahh I am reminded that I'm supposed to sleep early tonight cause I need need need need to wake up @ like 8? Depriving from sleep alr, slept at 7am woke up at 2pm, i am not sleepy yet though. Zzz.

I want cakes nowwwwwwwwwww.

Miss you all

2009-09-08T22:27:00.003+08:00

meet soon meet soon
cause
wo xiang ni men + shihui
hahahaha & nat, i miss your old fringe neh.

i'm working tmr to sunday 10 to 10 zomg but easy money.
but i still want sell ice cream leh, i like i like.

For, I will still do the same

2009-09-07T21:49:00.003+08:00

If I could live
my whole life over,
knowing what I know now,
I'd do everything exactly
the same
even the stuff that
didn't turn out well.
It all led me to
you
and you are
worth it

no pressure; friends.

Random

2009-09-07T21:39:00.002+08:00

“ Trying to make someone fall in love with you is about as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with.

huhu, stayed over @ bella's last night.
last minute, very haha.
i didn't know i dozed off while talking to her.......... hmm & we were discussing whether we sleeptalked last night hahahaha cool i sleep talk always @ her place.

2009-09-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

I HAVE SHORT HAIR I KNOW

2009-09-05T23:06:00.001+08:00

Apparently... I was told that I can't upload their faces up so yay me, or not.
Gotten my shorts, walked around, had dinner.